The past 30 has flown by. In fact, the past five years zoomed by so fast, I am not sure I had time to store away proper memories. My son is six, but it seems like it was just yesterday that I found out I was pregnant and going to be a mom. How can I slow things down? At this speed, I may not have time to have any more kids.
Although it will be a shame if I don’t have any more kids, I have to acknowledge the likely possibility that my biological clock may stop ticking before I am ready for another baby.
Being thirty is going to be tough, not only do I have a million goals to accomplish, I also have to meet a man, fall in love, get married, live together, test him out and then have a baby. This could take ten years, but I don’t have ten years, I have five; six tops.
After reevaluating my new five year plan, and making small tweaks here and there, I realize that there are some things in life that you can plan for, and then there are those things that just happen and you just shove them into place. My new plan consists of me living life as I plan with an open mind for other possibilities.
I love my son more than any words could ever explain and I would love to experience this type of love again, so as long as God blesses me with good health and the strength to have another child, the possibility is there to consider. However, if for some reason the opportunity never presents itself, I still feel grateful to have experienced the joys and sacrifices of motherhood.
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